I Believe

I'm NOT forcing anything on anyone, merely expressing my own beliefs. I've disabled comments because we live in a crappy world where we're so "accepting" of everyone except Christians and I don't feel like taking any crap from immature people.
I feel like a person all alone when it comes to spirituality and faith. I'm not one of those people who go to church, listen only to Christian music, and goes all-out-spiritual, but neither do I just shrug my faith off entirely or go off enjoying things like "Spawn" or "Death Note." I hold Jesus very close to my heart, and believe in Him as my savior, and I pray when I need His help, and try to follow his rules and listen when my soul tells me things are wrong. And that's it. I feel really alone, because on the one hand my mom and sisters are really spiritual, and watch the spiritual shows and listen to the music and do bible studies... and all that doesn't mean much to me. But on the other hand, all of my friends seem to love all these dark things that just make me feel twisted up inside, or I don't feel lke I can share my spirituality with them. Even the closest ones...
I'm just lonely anymore when it comes to my faith.
If you wanna comment on this, you'll have to do it via a note, but if I don't know you I won't read the note. And to those I do know, I know you'll all be respectful, no matter what you believe or think, so thanks in advance.
~Zach